He is too perfect!

Hello,

I've been covering myself from disaster that i create.. hehe.. erm.. who doesn't want someone who is Mr Right? Everytime when people ask me, when will i start dating? I just simple said, 'erm.. no yet la.. haven't meet Mr Right. I want religious, charming, taller than me, good looking, educated person, treat me well, not too dark( just nice), muscular body, stable career, sweet, romantic, have style and a lots more..' And guess what? i have meet that person, and at the same time, he show some interest with me. Damn.. Who will not fell with that type of person? And he's too perfect from my point of view.. But then.. think back, who am i?? Am i that perfect to be with a perfect guy?? I'm nobody.. and i dont deserve that guy.. i'm really opposite with him, physically opposite. I'm not pretty, really dont know how to dress up, not sweet, plum, short, argh!! People will definitely compare us..

"Tgk ar aweq dier buruk gile, balak hensem. Camne la mamat hensem tu nak kat pompuan huduh... eiii.."

Imagination of what people will say about me.. hikhik.. and went i think back, maybe i'm just syok sendiri..he never fell on me. perasan beb.. harhar.. What to do?? dont be too choosy, see what is in front u.. who is willing to accept u as u are, who is willing to love u more than himself. Be good to the person are being good to u.. Dont be like me.. never appreciate what happens to myself, and kept on holding and waiting for someone that not even exist..

--dead..

What did i've done to deserve all this.....

I try my best to be there when my family needs me.
I try my best to spends a really good time with my frens.
I try my best to help all people around me.
I try my best not to make people dissapointed.
I try my best not depend on others.
I try my best to be a good listener.
I try my best not to lied.
I try my best to be friends with everybody.
I try my best to make people laugh.
I try my best not to hurt people heart.
I try my best not to make people angry.
I try my best not be angry with people.
I try my best to be patient.
I try my best to kept secret.
I try my best to be somebody to lay on.
I try my best to give a good opinion.
I try my best to be brave.
I try my best to trust people.
I try my best to a good teamates.
I try my best to be proud of.
I try my best to not swearing.
I try my best to like the people who likes me.
I try my best to understand people.
I try my best to be useful in every aspect.
I try my best to be good in academics.
I try my best to be good in sports.
I try my best to not be moody.
I try my best to reply all sms/calls.
I try my best not to make people cry.
I try my best to make people happy.
I try my best to be a good friend.
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But what did i've done to deserved all the bad things happens to me?? ...........