How on the earth you can live with pretending????

Hello guys, this week is really make me sick. Hehe.. Ya.. The life is not as good as what you planning form the beginning. It wouldn't ever be. There must be up and down.

Back to the topic how on the earth you can live with pretending???

I'm honestly gonna say this, i'm not good at pretending. If i really dont like something, even my word shows, ya ya.. its nice. But my face, really obvious saying, that really not nice. My friends always notice, They say, "hey aimi, Your face just cannot hide what you're feeling right now. Stop denying". Hehe.. Ya. i admit, even if with the people around me, if i really dont like because of something that he/she done to me, or to my friends. I really shows its. And i dont like to pretend to be good with someone that my heart said no. Because personnally its hurts more if i try to pretend. Better i show what i feel and what will come next, it will come, what ever the ways it want to be.

Same things, if i have a feeling with someone, that i really like. I like to show, I like this person to notice. Hehe.. Even i dont like if other people do it to me. But once, he shows that he dont like, that not makes me to give up. I wont show off again, but then i try to give hint in other way.. Hehe.. Ya i know its suck.. hehe.. So? What should i do? I just cannot pretend to not like somebody if i really like him? haha.. Whatever right? Hmmm.. Just feeling good after typing few words in my blog. Even no one wolud read it. I read it by myself then. chow~~