He is too perfect!

Hello,

I've been covering myself from disaster that i create.. hehe.. erm.. who doesn't want someone who is Mr Right? Everytime when people ask me, when will i start dating? I just simple said, 'erm.. no yet la.. haven't meet Mr Right. I want religious, charming, taller than me, good looking, educated person, treat me well, not too dark( just nice), muscular body, stable career, sweet, romantic, have style and a lots more..' And guess what? i have meet that person, and at the same time, he show some interest with me. Damn.. Who will not fell with that type of person? And he's too perfect from my point of view.. But then.. think back, who am i?? Am i that perfect to be with a perfect guy?? I'm nobody.. and i dont deserve that guy.. i'm really opposite with him, physically opposite. I'm not pretty, really dont know how to dress up, not sweet, plum, short, argh!! People will definitely compare us..

"Tgk ar aweq dier buruk gile, balak hensem. Camne la mamat hensem tu nak kat pompuan huduh... eiii.."

Imagination of what people will say about me.. hikhik.. and went i think back, maybe i'm just syok sendiri..he never fell on me. perasan beb.. harhar.. What to do?? dont be too choosy, see what is in front u.. who is willing to accept u as u are, who is willing to love u more than himself. Be good to the person are being good to u.. Dont be like me.. never appreciate what happens to myself, and kept on holding and waiting for someone that not even exist..

--dead..